HannahRay

“Here is my thought, this is my plea, Lord let your holy light shine on me, I wonder will you hear my prayer I know I’m not worthy but I need your help”

I was told to write a letter to Zeus and ask him to fulfill a position for a god/goddess.

and I didnt want to write to a false God… so heres my assignment :)

To: “Zeus”

2223 Mythology Rd.

Olympus, Greece

It has come to my attention that you need someone to fill in for the position of “god of love”. Eros obviously was not fulfilling his responsibilities and showed he was not worthy. I cannot say I am worthy because I am not a god and there is only one God. I can only lead by example and teach what I have learned from my Savior. So I am not applying to be a god, because there is only one. I am applying to be an advisor to the people of the world on what love is and how to achieve it. My God is the god of all things, thus taught me what love really is. I feel that I am in the position to spread that love because he has showed me through his word and through my life. I am fascinated with all the beauty in this world and would be glad to show others of the world my view on it. My qualifications for this position include; having a relationship with Jesus Christ, the reason love is real, and evident. I am human and am commanded to “love thy neighbor” and I will love each one of them. Love always “protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres” (Corinthians) and as a human and follower of Christ I feel it is my duty, my obligation to spread His love. Hopefully I am what you are looking for to install into the hearts of people, but if not I am still going to fulfill these duties. The Lord has given me everything I have ever needed and will continue to do so, and I will praise him and spread his message. If you would like to talk further and find out what real love is and how I plan to share it please contact me at hannahraylove@JC.com. You may also call me at (214)- 555- 1010. I look forward to fulfilling my duties for this position; hopefully there are other prospects also on fire for this cause.

Sincerely,

HannahRay Dismore

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith‚ and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God

• Ephesians 2:8

God is so awesome.

Sleeping is safe. We don’t interact so we can’t be confused, or hurt, or wondorous. We are not tired or hungry or sad or mad. We never contemplate our dreams when we sleep only when we awake. The world, life is risky and dangerous. Sleep is our safe haven. The matter at hand is if our ballsy enough to be awake, to be in random states of insomnia. Whether you fear the confinments of sleep and thoughtless state against feeling everything. I choose to feel, though I do love shut eye, I dream of living to the max.

I’ve been trying to write ‘my story’ and how or why I am who I am. How my past has created my strengths and flaws. Everybody always asks me ‘how are you so sure of what you want in life’ and to be honest, I don’t know. I have dreams and goals and I Judy plan to achieve them. Living abudantly is my theme on life. Going only halfway on something important as existence doesn’t make any sense to me. I have been given so many this or that’s on the rules of life but they all juxtapose each other. Some examples: - drugs are bad, but sometimes they calm you down - a couple glasses of wine makes you sophisticated, beers make you a drunk - ALL boys are bad buy you’ll find a prince one day - control your anger but FIGHT for what is right - intelligence is power, but young people should keep quiet and just learn - keep an open mind but only listen to what you are taught in churh and by your parents - love hurts and pain is never good

A positive and a negative does not make a positive it makes it a situation. After learning and watching the mistakes and decesions of others I saw a pattern. A person can be drilled over and over on how things are ” supposed ” to be, what on is ” suppose” to do, who we are ” supposed” to interact with. But no matter what is said when it all boils down we have to learn from experience, we have a this or that to choose from. My relationship with my Saviour did not come about because of my parents or friends, I decided to go to church, I decided to pay attention, I decided to ask for forgiveness and give my life to him and make him evident in my life. Relationships should never ever be forced, whether they are with friends, lovers, family, or with the Almighty. People can influence are choices but at the end of the debate we make our own decesions. Even when something was or is right in front of me showing me the downfalls or the bad side of things I sometimes ignore that, I did more so when I was younger. I saw my family being torn apart by addiction when I was in middle school but that didn’t stop me from creating my own problems. Those descesions and that dependency on something I didn’t need helped mold me today. I would make up excuses and say that I needed to do what I was doing to make me feel better, but I didn’t. That situation taught me that nothing worldly should matter so much and wouldn’t make me happier. My parents didn’t teach me that, I had to learn from my own experience. I hope others don’t think “oh I have to be addicted to something to really understand” no, you have to understand in your own way, I made a wrong decesion and those happen. We have choices everyday, we cannot blame them on anybody else besides ourselves.

We set up our values by ourselves and influences but we choose to follow through with upholding those values. I am who I am and I believe what I believe because I have taken a path that made me this way. Each option, each ultimatium, has made me or broken me. I have my faults and I am choosing to correct them in due time in a certain way. Do I have bad days? Do I get lost and confused? All the time but I get through every day with the love of others and the Lord. I have no idea here I will be in a week, in a year, or more. I do know that I will get me there. Those surrounding me will hopefully help me along the way, though if not the Lord is always with me. I will continue on living to my full ability , there will be bumps on the road but hey “life is a highway”

I’ve been writing in journals for as long as I can remember. Prayers, poems, songs, ideas, doodles, anything that I felt I needed to write down I would. It’s a type of therapy for me. I’ve probably lost half of those journals from all the moving though… One day I might collect them all and bind some of the best ones but I don’t think ideas should be bought, just heard or in this case read. So, I’ve decided I will start blogging all my past and recent entries. Hopefully you’ll start journaling or take something from what they say. Love you all.

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Community Night!First Community Night in LA will be hosted Dec 3rd at 6 pm. (Still working on a location. Do you have any ideas? Let me know!!)We want you to come!

-What on earth IS Community Night? Well, it’s when we all get together and have fellowship and hang out. We talk about real life issues, what you’re going through during the week and whatever is on your heart. “Anything goes” sort of thing. We are a faith-based organization, but you don’t have to share in our beliefs to come, we accept you no matter what your background is. It gives us an opportunity to grow together and create unity in an area and instill hope in kids who are struggling.

-Who can come to Community Night?-Anyone between the ages of 14-20. (high school and college age) We’re mainly geared towards youth, but if you’re around 20 somethings and you want to help, please do come and help out.

-When/where will you be having Community Night?Tyler, Tx on Thursdays at 7 pm at Starbucks on Broadway.Garland, Tx on Thursdays at 5 pm on the square in front of the generator.NOW-in LA on Thursdays at 6 pm. (Location to be announced soon)

-What stems from Community Night? Lots of things. It’s a great place to make new friends and just grow with one another. We as a group can host shows, lock-ins, hangouts, and other events in the area, for a safe alternative on the weekends.
More questions? Feel free to ask!

If you want to join contact StellaSKAD@gmail.com/or on the SKADspace

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